Five Minute Devotional — 03/01/2011
When I was a kid, I used to like to read the “Choose Your Own Adventure™” books. They let you play the role of an investigator who would try to solve some mystery or some murder. At different points in … Continue reading →
Of course, the bad decisions would have funny outcomes — like getting eaten by an alligator or falling into a volcano. But it didn’t matter, because you could always go back and make a different choice. That way, no matter how many times you messed up, the story would always work out in the end…and you would be the hero!
Life doesn’t work out that way, does it? We all make mistakes, choices that are the wrong choices to make and choices which sometimes have pretty negative outcomes. When that happens, we desperately want to go back and make a different choice… but usually we can’t. Instead, we’re stuck with our failure.
In times like that, it hurts deep inside. It’s easy to allow ourselves to be defined by our failures. And as we continue to dwell on our failures, the pain and humiliation and regret associated with those failures can eventually consume us.
Yesterday on my way home from work and today on my way back to the office, I was listening to a song on a CD that a friend gave me for Christmas. The lyrics really “hit home” for me, reminding me of a very important truth when it comes to our failures and our relationship with Christ:
Well the past is playing with my head
Failure knocks me down again
I’m reminded of the wrong that I have said and done
That devil just won’t let me forget
In this life
I know what I’ve been
But here in Your arms
I know what I am
I’m forgiven
I’m forgiven
And I don’t have to carry the weight of who I’ve been
Cause I’m forgiven
My mistakes are running through my mind
And I relive my days in the middle of the night
And I struggle with my pain
Wrestle with my pride
Sometimes I feel alone and I cry
In this life
I know what I’ve been
But here in Your arms
I know what I am
I’m forgiven
I’m forgiven
And I don’t have to carry the weight of who I’ve been
Cause I’m forgiven
When I don’t fit in
And I don’t feel like I belong anywhere
When I don’t measure up to much in this life
I am a treasure in the arms of Christ
I’m forgiven
I’m forgiven
And I don’t have to carry the weight of who I’ve been
Cause I’m forgiven
(“Forgiven” – Sanctus Real)
As Christians, it’s important to remember that we’re not perfect – you and I will make mistakes every day. We will sin every day. And we can be sure that our enemy, the devil, is standing as the “accuser” before our Heavenly Father, pointing out our mistakes and failures. But there are promises in Scripture we can cling to:
1 John 1:9 – “If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.” (NKJV)
Galatians 2:20 – “I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me.” (NKJV)
John 15:5 – “I am the vine, you are the branches. He who abides in Me, and I in him, bears much fruit; for without Me you can do nothing.” (NKJV)
This is a key point – as Christians, who we are and everything about us is defined by Jesus Christ…NOT by our failures. That alone should help shield our minds and our hearts from the burden of our failures and past mistakes…but it doesn’t always. So, in those times when we’re weary and heavy-hearted and struggling with wrong choices we’ve made, Jesus reminds us that we can run to Him then, too:
Matthew 11:28-30 – Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light.” (NKJV)
Maybe you are dealing with your past mistakes and failures haunting you. Maybe you struggle with pain and with pride…and maybe there are times when you feel alone and just want to cry. No matter what the struggle, no matter what the pain, no matter what the past mistake, remember – you don’t have to carry the weight of who you’ve been, because through Christ you are forgiven.
Have a blessed day,
–Pastor John